oh well..

i really miss the good old times man. you guys don't know how it feels to suddenly be ignored by people you once thought would stick together with you wherever you went. the fact that once upon a time, they felt sth was missing if you weren't there, but not anymore. now, they treat me like as if i'm transparent. it sucks that way man, it really does suck. sorry guys, if any of you are reading this. it's the fact man, and i am kinda sad about it. but i don't blame you guys, you guys are progressing man. unlike me.. just bare in mind that i'm always there for anyone of you guys who needs any help.

archives

alright man, finally got the archives on my "links" section. so if you wanna know how corny and nerdy i was last time, read my earlier posts. and if you wanna read on my more embarrassing moments of my sec1 life, do visit my earlier blog. And if you think about it, i have really changed alot. or maybe not. oh well, i'ma go stare at the ceiling or sth. byebye people.

break it off

Break it off boy
Cuz ya got me feelin naughty
I wanna know boy
If I could be ya shawty
Set it off boy
Make me hot all ova my body
Break it off tonight
Break it off boy
Cuz ya got me feelin naughty
I wanna know boy
If I could be ya shawty
Set it off boy
Make me hot all ova my body
Break it off tonight



like what i've told roy, i'm now into hip hop R'n'B already. so far, i've listened to 3 R'n'B songs, and they are, -Akon feat. Eminem - smack that
-Beyonce - irriplacable
-Rihanna feat. Sean Paul - break it off

if you think hiphop is uncool, then you're uncool.


anyway, CNY has been fine for me. had my grandmother come over for reunion dinner on CNY eve. damn awkward.. and as usual, she had to talk about studies. darn.. ok, the on CNY, met up with most of my cousins at my granny's place, and lemme tell you, only 3 were unchanged. the rest were quiet, arrogant, act cool. dunno ah. really miss the old times.. after bai nian, played with the youngest cousin of all, keane. ahaha! damn cute. but damn violent. ok. then after that, we went home for our afternoon nap. later on at night, we went back to granny's place to have reunion time, and guess what? only one family turned up.. and it so happens that the ones who turned up were the unchanged cousins. quite sad. last time we used to be damn close, now, we all like strangers.. ok, we played monopoly, and it was damn funny! ahahaha! laughed like shit. played till midnight, then we went home. the next day(second day of CNY), my family was invited for dinner at my aunty's place. had dinner, then watched tv, talked about studies(again) then went home. actually wanted to go for midnight movie with them one.. then my parents were too sleepy. ahahahah! nvm ah. so we went home at ard 11pm. i went online, and here i am. nowadays i'm soooo negative. must be the raging hormones. nehmind. call me emo. fuck it.