Sometimes i really wonder why i'm who i am, and why i behave the way i do. and why i can't be who i wanna be. Some people advise to be proud of who you are, but how proud can you be of your negative points? You walk around town, school or even church, and there's definitely someone else you'd rather be than yourself. So many other traits i wish i could be born with.

Perhaps everyone feels the same way, and no one is perfect.

But then again, it really depends on your perception of life.

You know last night while i was sleeping, i dreamt of sth (can't remember what exactly) and i happened to be crying in that dream. Then this morning i woke up, and i found out that i had hiccups (those that you get after crying) and i still have the hiccups right now while blogging - which is quite scary cuz it meant that i really did cry while sleeping.

Bet i dreamt of frickin school re-opening.

Shit, there are assignments to complete by next week, and i dont have the mood to do it at all. Stupid retaining wall crap. Pissing the hell outta me. How i so wish the holidays could be extended due to the swine flu, just like Hong Kong. I mean, what's the SP online blackboard software for?

and if you're wondering how much work i've done so far...... I hope this answers your qn...

yea, that's page one of an intended 30-slide ppt presentation.

Sigh, 2 weeks past so quickly. One moment i'm on the plane to brisbane, the next i'm back in SG blogging about the trip.

I dont know about you, but don't you find it scary, when you tend to waste time away just like it's no big deal, but when you look back, that second that just whizzed by your eyes will never be able to come back to life, and every single occasion, is one of its kind. The next thing you know, you're already old and frail, and looking death straight in its eyes, and thinking back at why you didn't make full use of your time..

Dreamworld Theme Park is FRIGGIN AWESOME WITHOUT A DOUBT

and here i am, lying on the bed, still feeling everything spinning around me. What a fantastic feeling.

COLD LIKE SIAO

3rd paper down, 2 to go, and i've already used up 99.9% of my brain juice. I'm so frustrated about soo many things. Anticipation, Impatience, Hopelessness, Confinement and Mental Fatigue. I'm trying to blame it all on the lack of sleep i've been suffering from. Damned body clock..

If you're a close follower of my blog, you should probably remember my 2009 new year's resolution: get a new bass. Well, i'm really not in the mood to get one already. I just lost the stamina to continue saving up for it. Any amount of money is never enough... SAVE UNTIL PEKCHEK